Facing the Truth: An Excerpt from The Addict Magnet

You don’t need to look very far to find someone who struggles with addiction or is affected by addictive behavior within his or her family. I don’t necessarily mean smoking crack, either. Addictions are so varied – alcohol, illegal drugs, prescription drugs, shopping, gambling, porn, food abuse – but all are devastating in family relationships.

Several years ago, I wrote a book titled, “The Addict Magnet.” My experience in relationships with addicts and of being addicted myself to another person led me into a period of great learning, great transformation, and a new calling. Since my entry into Divinity School, I have spoken freely about my desire to minister to families who deal with addiction. As a sort of experiment, I’d like to share an excerpt – portions of Chapter 5 – from “The Addict Magnet.” Of course, the intended audience for this book is people who are what used to be labeled “codependent” personalities or else relationship addicts. Codependent isn’t always a favored term any more, but the behaviors are still predictable and recognizable. If any of these concepts resonate with you and if you feel inclined, please leave a comment. Peace, *Sandy

5 Facing the Truth

For those of us who have become experts at denial, one of the hardest things to do is to face and embrace the truth.

We may know the truth about our partner and what he or she may be doing but we adequately justify behavior that we do not condone or tell ourselves that it is not as bad as we are making it out to be. We may also know the truth about ourselves and never stand up for ourselves or say what we really think or feel. If you are ever to be able to find peace within yourself and stop yourself from compulsive behaviors that would attempt to regulate other people, then you must face and embrace the truth.
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Facing and embracing truth also means being willing to confront those who would attempt to deceive you or deny the truth when you have evidence to the contrary. Along with that confrontation must come the willingness to watch that person walk away or leave altogether. Liars are never comfortable with being presented evidence of their deception and their most likely reactions will be flight and counter-accusations. Do not back down when you know the truth. Do not be deceived by someone who seeks not only to deceive you but who is also grossly deceived him- or her-self. Most of all, do not fall for your own deceptive denial. Those of us who tend to lie to ourselves are most vulnerable to the lies of others. We teach ourselves to believe what we want to believe rather than what is true. Others who see that tendency in us find it easy to lie to us knowing that we will believe the thing that makes the best outward presentation.

When standing up for truth leaves you in a position of being left alone, there is little to comfort you without an understanding of how God works. Without a strong personal spiritual life and without friends and family who also believe in God’s ability to transform us through difficult times, it is easy at this point to dismantle your newly constructed boundaries. It is easy because there is great pain associated with the separation from or loss of a spouse or mate. And we have learned that, in order to reduce or remove the pain of separation or rejection, we must tolerate whatever our partner dishes out in order to just keep them around. Our greatest fear may be alone-ness.
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Do not collapse when threatened with abandonment. Stand firm. Stand with God and with those who love you. Use the time when you are left standing on truth or principle to focus on developing yourself in areas you have neglected. You, with or without your spouse or mate, have special gifts and talents that are to be used to connect you with others to the glory of the One who created you. Give of yourself in healthy ways to people or organizations that need a helping hand. Give to yourself the gift of acceptance and worth. This transformation in you will change all your relationships from this point forward.

Author: ssalvin

Mother of 3, grandmother of 2; EA by day, ordained minister by calling, worship leader by heart, singer, songwriter, blogger ... these are the hats I wear. Who I am is a woman "becoming". I appreciate the transformation process that God graciously allows us to experience and gratefully receive it!

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